Waving goodbye until sight no longer
Turn away now and no pause to ponder
Misted and hazed fumble your key
can't stop to stop, don't want to freeze
Burning away: life sinking in too fast
Wipe the dishes, clean, mindless tasks
When no other chore to do no other way
The mirror look and see lines on the face
Hit the wall, cry, so out of character
But whom plays the play we're not literature
Real life. Not false is what I have had
What I want back, what I need, what's driven me mad
mad for the touch and mad for the kiss
is there something I could have done so we wouldn't miss?
No blame must I do, no thought of guilt heavy
Sit on the bed and listen. Music uplifting.
Words in my head and none coming now
Write poetry? narrative? can't when thoughts so loud